Sunday, July 5, 2009

Nothing's by accident

I'll be writing this entrance in english as a tribute to my last week, when i was in English Camp.

It was 5 days of joy, difficulties and some boredom, but overall, it was good! I got to see my American friends, whom i hadn't seen for a year, that is since last English Camp.
But this year, the camp was a little different. There were about 30 children participating in camp which is 20 more than last year. And about 5 of them got saved, which is pretty awesome, considering that at the beginning of the camp they were reluctant to christianity and God. So praise the Lord for the change in their hearts and minds! :)

To explain my headline for this entrance.. We had different group leaders for different groups and when i met my group, then soon enough i realised that i was in the group i had to be in. One of the girls from my group even said (on the last day) that i was the best group leader ever. And i agree in some ways that i was perfect for her. But when i looked around and saw other groups i was happy that i had this particular group. So... nothing's by accident.

But it's still weird that despite all these good and joyful emotions and things that have happened, there is like a shadow of sadness on my heart and i cant really get rid of it. Im totally working on it, but these things dont come easily! So... If you are reading this, please pray for me!

The good things still weigh more than the bad things, which is awesome and i thank God for everything He does for me. Even for the more confusing stuff, because i know He wants to teach me through that and I do feel like Im growing in Him day by day!!

Nothing's by accident, it would be foolish to think that..

It's 17.08
nop.. its 17.09

2 comments:

Kristel Luide said...

What can I do to make you happy?

Siku said...

Nothing.
Im over it now :D